20th Dec '07
At first the deep sense of peace and beauty carried on, but later that day the body was left exhausted and for the next few weeks the body awoke every morning in a state of exhaustion, as if there was no internal energy to do anything and no-one there to care. It felt that there was a heavy weight pushing down, making every move a chore which needed to be gone through. As if a thousand hands were grasping at the cellular structure and squeezing. I started to take a handful of vitamins and herbal supplements to attempt to alleviate the stress on the body. Plenty of deep breathing seemed necessary, as if this would stop the body from falling down and disappearing into nothingness. It was felt that one day the breathing and trembling will stop and everything will disappear with it. For now though the breathing appears to help to get through the harder physical aspects and seems to bring more physical stamina and step by step life goes on.
When the exhaustion of the body got too much over the ensuing weeks and it was mentioned to others, it was received with surprise that anything had been occurring at all. On the surface it appears that nothing was noticeable. This initially struck me as amazing, as I had been arriving at the Ashram for each session with the energy reserves so depleted that as soon as the bum hits the seat tears of relief spring to the eyes. Not touched emotionally, it just appeared to be a physical reaction. Even sitting in the chair sometimes was too much to bear and the body screams to lie down. Thank God for the freedom and simplicity of life at the Ashram. A true blessing.
The day to day chores and mechanical flow of life all continued as before, but with no energy going into them. Pushing through in some moments and melting into the abyss in others, no choice in any of it. During sittings it was felt that the body and all of existence was melting and would never return again. When the end of the session came and the responsibilities of life started up again the moves would occur and life would go on as usual.
Internally, however, was a whole new paradigm. The perspective had shifted to a whole new sense. The mind was still functioning, but restricted to a strictly practical level. Not a constant burble and with no energy to touch this place. Like a waterfall in slow motion, which defies gravity and seems to float quietly past making no ripple within itself and touching nothing. Only spontaneously emerging when needed and then fading away again.
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TrueNatureCentre.com
Those of you who are truly ready to let go and live open handed as the Divine source of life have found the right place. (www.TrueNatureCentre.com)
All that is being shared here is from Julie Sarah Powell's direct experience.
It has all taken place due to practicing and living Elysha's teaching which brought about stabilisation in the Oneness / Awakened state of self realization in December 2003. A further falling away of the Self transpired in December 2007.)
During this process (the dissolution of Self) a seeing occurred which has brought complete ease to the practice of Elysha's teaching, and is shared in detail in the Powerful Peace Program™.
This seeing explains how to bring every man into his / her true nature, very quickly and easily if intensely implemented into the day to day routine of life. Poetically speaking, the act is drawing the Divine through the Self or mind-body package to the point where the Divine takes over and lives itself.
Everything here would not be available without Elysha’s sharing’s and continued love and support over these many years. Ever since meeting Elysha, in February 2003, and the actual beginning of practicing Elysha’s teaching, in May 2003, I had been looking for an anchor with which to solidify and bring consistency to my practice. This looking was not an overt manipulation or thought, just something which was always in the background. It was known that living in the natural state had to be easier than I was making it out to be.
Since the start I could feel the beauty and precision involved in cutting past the baggage and focusing only on the real, which meant that the Self / mind-body package was not being fed, and therefore at some stage it would die and fall away. It really did appear to be a hard and long process though. It seemed to only be through lots and lots of hard work that insights and breakthroughs occurred.
With this new seeing finally an easy anchor was found.
This is now being brought into the routine of others and is having immediate results.
You can find the freedom of your True Nature now, visit Julie’s website for more information. http://www.TrueNatureCentre.com
All that is being shared here is from Julie Sarah Powell's direct experience.
It has all taken place due to practicing and living Elysha's teaching which brought about stabilisation in the Oneness / Awakened state of self realization in December 2003. A further falling away of the Self transpired in December 2007.)
During this process (the dissolution of Self) a seeing occurred which has brought complete ease to the practice of Elysha's teaching, and is shared in detail in the Powerful Peace Program™.
This seeing explains how to bring every man into his / her true nature, very quickly and easily if intensely implemented into the day to day routine of life. Poetically speaking, the act is drawing the Divine through the Self or mind-body package to the point where the Divine takes over and lives itself.
Everything here would not be available without Elysha’s sharing’s and continued love and support over these many years. Ever since meeting Elysha, in February 2003, and the actual beginning of practicing Elysha’s teaching, in May 2003, I had been looking for an anchor with which to solidify and bring consistency to my practice. This looking was not an overt manipulation or thought, just something which was always in the background. It was known that living in the natural state had to be easier than I was making it out to be.
Since the start I could feel the beauty and precision involved in cutting past the baggage and focusing only on the real, which meant that the Self / mind-body package was not being fed, and therefore at some stage it would die and fall away. It really did appear to be a hard and long process though. It seemed to only be through lots and lots of hard work that insights and breakthroughs occurred.
With this new seeing finally an easy anchor was found.
This is now being brought into the routine of others and is having immediate results.
You can find the freedom of your True Nature now, visit Julie’s website for more information. http://www.TrueNatureCentre.com
Beyond Self Now.com
Those of you who are truly ready to let go and live open handed as the Divine source of life have found the right place. www.TrueNatureCentre.com
All that is being shared here is from Julie Sarah Powell's direct experience.
It has all taken place due to practicing and living Elysha's teaching which brought about stabilisation in the Oneness / Awakened state of self realization in December 2003. A further falling away of the Self transpired in December 2007.)
During this process (the dissolution of Self) a seeing occurred which has brought complete ease to the practice of Elysha's teaching, and is shared in detail in the 'How To' E-booklet.
This seeing explains how to bring every man into his / her true nature, very quickly and easily if intensely implemented into the day to day routine of life. Poetically speaking, the act is drawing the Divine through the Self or mindbody package to the point where the Divine takes over and lives itself.
Everything here would not be available without Elysha’s sharing’s and continued love and support over these many years. Ever since meeting Elysha, in February 2003, and the actual beginning of practicing Elysha’s teaching, in May 2003, I had been looking for an anchor with which to solidify and bring consistency to my practice. This looking was not an overt manipulation or thought, just something which was always in the background. It was known that living in the natural state had to be easier than I was making it out to be.
Since the start I could feel the beauty and precision involved in cutting past the baggage and focusing only on the real, which meant that the Self / mindbody package was not being fed, and therefore at some stage it would die and fall away. It really did appear to be a hard and long process though. It seemed to only be through lots and lots of hard work that insights and breakthroughs occurred.
With this new seeing finally an easy anchor was found.
This is now being brought into the routine of others and is having immediate results.
You can find the freedom of your True Nature now, visit Julie’s website for more information. http://www.TrueNatureCentre.com
All that is being shared here is from Julie Sarah Powell's direct experience.
It has all taken place due to practicing and living Elysha's teaching which brought about stabilisation in the Oneness / Awakened state of self realization in December 2003. A further falling away of the Self transpired in December 2007.)
During this process (the dissolution of Self) a seeing occurred which has brought complete ease to the practice of Elysha's teaching, and is shared in detail in the 'How To' E-booklet.
This seeing explains how to bring every man into his / her true nature, very quickly and easily if intensely implemented into the day to day routine of life. Poetically speaking, the act is drawing the Divine through the Self or mindbody package to the point where the Divine takes over and lives itself.
Everything here would not be available without Elysha’s sharing’s and continued love and support over these many years. Ever since meeting Elysha, in February 2003, and the actual beginning of practicing Elysha’s teaching, in May 2003, I had been looking for an anchor with which to solidify and bring consistency to my practice. This looking was not an overt manipulation or thought, just something which was always in the background. It was known that living in the natural state had to be easier than I was making it out to be.
Since the start I could feel the beauty and precision involved in cutting past the baggage and focusing only on the real, which meant that the Self / mindbody package was not being fed, and therefore at some stage it would die and fall away. It really did appear to be a hard and long process though. It seemed to only be through lots and lots of hard work that insights and breakthroughs occurred.
With this new seeing finally an easy anchor was found.
This is now being brought into the routine of others and is having immediate results.
You can find the freedom of your True Nature now, visit Julie’s website for more information. http://www.TrueNatureCentre.com
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