Those of you who are truly ready to let go and live open handed as the Divine source of life have found the right place. (www.TrueNatureCentre.com)
All that is being shared here is from Julie Sarah Powell's direct experience.
It has all taken place due to practicing and living Elysha's teaching which brought about stabilisation in the Oneness / Awakened state of self realization in December 2003. A further falling away of the Self transpired in December 2007.)
During this process (the dissolution of Self) a seeing occurred which has brought complete ease to the practice of Elysha's teaching, and is shared in detail in the Powerful Peace Program™.
This seeing explains how to bring every man into his / her true nature, very quickly and easily if intensely implemented into the day to day routine of life. Poetically speaking, the act is drawing the Divine through the Self or mind-body package to the point where the Divine takes over and lives itself.
Everything here would not be available without Elysha’s sharing’s and continued love and support over these many years. Ever since meeting Elysha, in February 2003, and the actual beginning of practicing Elysha’s teaching, in May 2003, I had been looking for an anchor with which to solidify and bring consistency to my practice. This looking was not an overt manipulation or thought, just something which was always in the background. It was known that living in the natural state had to be easier than I was making it out to be.
Since the start I could feel the beauty and precision involved in cutting past the baggage and focusing only on the real, which meant that the Self / mind-body package was not being fed, and therefore at some stage it would die and fall away. It really did appear to be a hard and long process though. It seemed to only be through lots and lots of hard work that insights and breakthroughs occurred.
With this new seeing finally an easy anchor was found.
This is now being brought into the routine of others and is having immediate results.
You can find the freedom of your true nature now. Visit Julie’s website for more information. www.TrueNatureCentre.com
Monday, May 12, 2008
Learn Easy Meditation
With most meditations and practices, as they are often quite difficult to do - especially at the beginning, the tendency is to create a ‘something’ once it is found in order to make the 'finding' feel worth while.
Unfortunately, this is a trap which can divert you from the true path for many years. These years may be joy and ecstasy filled with lots of experiences. Created changes will even appear to occur from within it, but it is all one step removed from the nothing which is your true nature. Essentially you will be going around in circles, chasing your own tail. Real movement is actually locked out.
After the pain and suffering of life before this stage the feelings are very much enjoyed, and understandably so, it is just not the real.
During my practice over the past years, and being somewhat lazy by nature, the easiest way to do things has always been looked for. Not in order to get out of any work which may be involved, but to succinctly get on with whatever it happens to be.
That is where this Powerful Peace Program™ is such a wonderful opportunity for anyone who has been searching for their true nature. It dissolves the search and brings you into direct contact with the Divine source of life and from there you cannot possibly go wrong, and all with complete ease.
This is not a means to an end practice, but as mentioned above, it is directly entering your true nature immediately. Therefore it never gets outdated or holds you back in any way, quite on the contrary, it merely becomes second nature and releases you into the natural motion of life which only draws you forward along the true path.
Julie stabilised in the Oneness/Awakened state of Self Realization in Dec 2003,and the Self dissolved in Dec 2007 into the no-self state. Visit Julie’s website www.TrueNatureCentre.com for the Powerful Peace Program™.
Unfortunately, this is a trap which can divert you from the true path for many years. These years may be joy and ecstasy filled with lots of experiences. Created changes will even appear to occur from within it, but it is all one step removed from the nothing which is your true nature. Essentially you will be going around in circles, chasing your own tail. Real movement is actually locked out.
After the pain and suffering of life before this stage the feelings are very much enjoyed, and understandably so, it is just not the real.
During my practice over the past years, and being somewhat lazy by nature, the easiest way to do things has always been looked for. Not in order to get out of any work which may be involved, but to succinctly get on with whatever it happens to be.
That is where this Powerful Peace Program™ is such a wonderful opportunity for anyone who has been searching for their true nature. It dissolves the search and brings you into direct contact with the Divine source of life and from there you cannot possibly go wrong, and all with complete ease.
This is not a means to an end practice, but as mentioned above, it is directly entering your true nature immediately. Therefore it never gets outdated or holds you back in any way, quite on the contrary, it merely becomes second nature and releases you into the natural motion of life which only draws you forward along the true path.
Julie stabilised in the Oneness/Awakened state of Self Realization in Dec 2003,and the Self dissolved in Dec 2007 into the no-self state. Visit Julie’s website www.TrueNatureCentre.com for the Powerful Peace Program™.
Monday, March 24, 2008
A Spiritual Voyage Through The Dissolution Of The Self From An Experiential Perspective - 30th Oct ’07
Below are some rough notes in diary form which may help to explain the extent to which the revelation which is shared in the Powerful Peace Program™ can cut to the core of your being and set you free from the Self.
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30th Oct ’07
There began a vibrating through my being which felt that its touch would simply shatter all aspects of it. The physical was unmistakable with an internal ‘tremor’ from toe to crown. Chills coursing up and down the spine and a burning heat pulsing up after it. Heart beating wildly in the chest. The ground beneath the chair felt that it had turned to jelly and an earthquake was jerking it about, but the jelly made the jerking more of a wobble back and forth, as if sitting on an exercise ball on the deck of a ship bobbing on the ocean.
Nauseated and deeply shaken. At any moment the chair could flip forward and I would fall into nothing. The far reaching reverberations on the sense of spirituality were to a depth which I cannot explain. It felt that a shard of glass had been shoved through everything and had touched to the very core. The possibility of shattering was on the brink. There was a heavy pressure at the centre of the top of the head, as if a stake had been driven in and was burning there.
(This last sensation of the stake occurred again a couple of weeks later and lasted a week or more. The vibrating ‘tremor’ became a ‘normal’ part of life for the next few months, with the jelly floor and earthquake motion kicking in on the more intense occasions and all three (tremor/quake/jelly floor) fluctuating in intensity and getting more pronounce during intense sittings. The nausea and a woozy light-headedness also come and go fairly regularly.)
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30th Oct ’07
There began a vibrating through my being which felt that its touch would simply shatter all aspects of it. The physical was unmistakable with an internal ‘tremor’ from toe to crown. Chills coursing up and down the spine and a burning heat pulsing up after it. Heart beating wildly in the chest. The ground beneath the chair felt that it had turned to jelly and an earthquake was jerking it about, but the jelly made the jerking more of a wobble back and forth, as if sitting on an exercise ball on the deck of a ship bobbing on the ocean.
Nauseated and deeply shaken. At any moment the chair could flip forward and I would fall into nothing. The far reaching reverberations on the sense of spirituality were to a depth which I cannot explain. It felt that a shard of glass had been shoved through everything and had touched to the very core. The possibility of shattering was on the brink. There was a heavy pressure at the centre of the top of the head, as if a stake had been driven in and was burning there.
(This last sensation of the stake occurred again a couple of weeks later and lasted a week or more. The vibrating ‘tremor’ became a ‘normal’ part of life for the next few months, with the jelly floor and earthquake motion kicking in on the more intense occasions and all three (tremor/quake/jelly floor) fluctuating in intensity and getting more pronounce during intense sittings. The nausea and a woozy light-headedness also come and go fairly regularly.)
20th & 22nd Nov ‘07
20th Nov ‘07
I am reminded of times as a child when for no apparent external reason my heart felt broken, trampled and empty. On these occasions I would secretly pray to God for help. (It had to be secretly because someone I loved and respected had told me when I was very young that there was no God and I was stupid for being so gullible.) This happened many times, feeling lost, alone and empty as if a yawning hole had opened up inside, revealing my true nature and my immature mind-body couldn’t help but overflow into despair.
During today’s sitting there was another very vivid experience which has happened many times in my life. Often it has occurred when I am trying to get to sleep and the feeling of the body would start ballooning out until it felt 10 feet tall and just as wide, but still with the form in proportion. Like a giant dough boy. Accompanying this was a taste, sharply metallic is the only way I can describe it. I knew this taste and feeling very deeply. I would often try to place it and bring it into memory, but I never could.
This instep of the mind trying to place the experience inevitably dissolved it and again it was gone, leaving behind only the bewilderment of an answer being on the tip of my tongue. Over time I learned not to go looking for the memory, but to just let it be. This was an important learning which allows any experiences to come and go without attempting to manipulate or direct them in any way.
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22nd Nov ‘07
I felt a bucket of dread pour over the head and run slowly down the spine where the mind wanted to hang onto it and create a performance with it. This was clearly seen and was ignored through pin pointed practice. Although the dread or “fear of death” came up on many occasions, through this process it naturally was deeply faced and accepted into the being.
It was this afternoon that a revelation occurred which would change everything and turn my life upside down (for more details see Powerful Peace Program™).
I am reminded of times as a child when for no apparent external reason my heart felt broken, trampled and empty. On these occasions I would secretly pray to God for help. (It had to be secretly because someone I loved and respected had told me when I was very young that there was no God and I was stupid for being so gullible.) This happened many times, feeling lost, alone and empty as if a yawning hole had opened up inside, revealing my true nature and my immature mind-body couldn’t help but overflow into despair.
During today’s sitting there was another very vivid experience which has happened many times in my life. Often it has occurred when I am trying to get to sleep and the feeling of the body would start ballooning out until it felt 10 feet tall and just as wide, but still with the form in proportion. Like a giant dough boy. Accompanying this was a taste, sharply metallic is the only way I can describe it. I knew this taste and feeling very deeply. I would often try to place it and bring it into memory, but I never could.
This instep of the mind trying to place the experience inevitably dissolved it and again it was gone, leaving behind only the bewilderment of an answer being on the tip of my tongue. Over time I learned not to go looking for the memory, but to just let it be. This was an important learning which allows any experiences to come and go without attempting to manipulate or direct them in any way.
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22nd Nov ‘07
I felt a bucket of dread pour over the head and run slowly down the spine where the mind wanted to hang onto it and create a performance with it. This was clearly seen and was ignored through pin pointed practice. Although the dread or “fear of death” came up on many occasions, through this process it naturally was deeply faced and accepted into the being.
It was this afternoon that a revelation occurred which would change everything and turn my life upside down (for more details see Powerful Peace Program™).
24th Nov ‘07
24th Nov ‘07
It is amazing how life brings together many occurrences at just the right time in order to push the limits and therefore go beyond the normal everyday ‘seeing’.
Just such a ‘coming together’ took place for me today. Again the details are not important; suffice it to say there was an overload on the circuit board.
I had come to a place in my practice where I felt ‘found’. I knew what to ‘do’ and I did it. Sure, not as much as I felt I should, but would it ever be enough? Life was comfortable, but there had also been the feeling of an under the surface agitation bubbling around for some time. I can’t put my finger on it, but stirred up on all levels. The blood quietly boiling away in the background.
In the Oneness / Awakened state the insights and experience of all arising in and as the Divine, and the Divine being everywhere and everything (beyond consciousness, the Self, and the mind-body package) has been obvious. This has been consistently tested by life and the obviousness, and the freedom which this brings, fluctuated accordingly.
Despite the freedom of the Oneness state I was aware that the mind was still going, I was still buying into it and really when I felt into it I was still suffering in a way that I thought would have finished many years before. There felt to be lots of changes but essentially I was still the same mess that I had always been, albeit with a more mature stance and view of things.
So after a particularly awful driving lesson, I arrived home and on the back doorstep the barriers broke and the practice which I had been doing for so long fell away. I gave in to the horror of the fact that none of it had truly worked as I had hoped and I was an empty liar. A sense of all of the ribbons which I hadn’t realised I had been holding tightly, and which held life together as I knew it, fell away and I was left with nothing. The tears flowed and seemed that they would never stop.
At first the mind was drawn to a sense of panic. Looking for excuses and reasons - energetic, medical and otherwise - which could explain away what was happening. To give some ground to stand on.
Even with the deeper knowing that it was unexplainable, this reasoning is what had been done forever. I had been feeling bashed down and undermined at a deep level, as if whatever I did wasn’t enough, like I was always being told off and sent back to the beginning. Obviously, this feeling was mind made and had been given a storyline which I also knew was only to help me feel valid in some way. When spoken aloud to Elysha, after he found me in a heap on the doorstep, it was known that it was for the last time.
As the possible reasons where given voice they were seen to be totally wrong and with this seeing the mind, manifestation and everything in it was again clearly seen to be entirely separate from the real beauty of this One that I am. It was also seen that the Self was an impermanent manifestation which was absolutely not required.
This had been seen before on many occasions, but not to this depth of clarity. The panic abated at this time, as the separation from the mind left the space to settle. The experience was stand alone and unable to be touched on any level, not being done or able to be manipulated, only happening and that was it. This movement of trying to find out ‘why’ then fell away, there was no need left. With that Elysha and I got ready and went down to the Ashram.
It is amazing how life brings together many occurrences at just the right time in order to push the limits and therefore go beyond the normal everyday ‘seeing’.
Just such a ‘coming together’ took place for me today. Again the details are not important; suffice it to say there was an overload on the circuit board.
I had come to a place in my practice where I felt ‘found’. I knew what to ‘do’ and I did it. Sure, not as much as I felt I should, but would it ever be enough? Life was comfortable, but there had also been the feeling of an under the surface agitation bubbling around for some time. I can’t put my finger on it, but stirred up on all levels. The blood quietly boiling away in the background.
In the Oneness / Awakened state the insights and experience of all arising in and as the Divine, and the Divine being everywhere and everything (beyond consciousness, the Self, and the mind-body package) has been obvious. This has been consistently tested by life and the obviousness, and the freedom which this brings, fluctuated accordingly.
Despite the freedom of the Oneness state I was aware that the mind was still going, I was still buying into it and really when I felt into it I was still suffering in a way that I thought would have finished many years before. There felt to be lots of changes but essentially I was still the same mess that I had always been, albeit with a more mature stance and view of things.
So after a particularly awful driving lesson, I arrived home and on the back doorstep the barriers broke and the practice which I had been doing for so long fell away. I gave in to the horror of the fact that none of it had truly worked as I had hoped and I was an empty liar. A sense of all of the ribbons which I hadn’t realised I had been holding tightly, and which held life together as I knew it, fell away and I was left with nothing. The tears flowed and seemed that they would never stop.
At first the mind was drawn to a sense of panic. Looking for excuses and reasons - energetic, medical and otherwise - which could explain away what was happening. To give some ground to stand on.
Even with the deeper knowing that it was unexplainable, this reasoning is what had been done forever. I had been feeling bashed down and undermined at a deep level, as if whatever I did wasn’t enough, like I was always being told off and sent back to the beginning. Obviously, this feeling was mind made and had been given a storyline which I also knew was only to help me feel valid in some way. When spoken aloud to Elysha, after he found me in a heap on the doorstep, it was known that it was for the last time.
As the possible reasons where given voice they were seen to be totally wrong and with this seeing the mind, manifestation and everything in it was again clearly seen to be entirely separate from the real beauty of this One that I am. It was also seen that the Self was an impermanent manifestation which was absolutely not required.
This had been seen before on many occasions, but not to this depth of clarity. The panic abated at this time, as the separation from the mind left the space to settle. The experience was stand alone and unable to be touched on any level, not being done or able to be manipulated, only happening and that was it. This movement of trying to find out ‘why’ then fell away, there was no need left. With that Elysha and I got ready and went down to the Ashram.
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