Fri 4th Jan ‘08
The body is filled with what has now become the usual quiet joy/peace/love/space/isness, which is the base of everything. It is as if every cell of the body is in complete harmony and each cell seems to be emanating gratitude, although it is just the naturally functioning senses and nothing more. This is very difficult to describe to others because the mind immediately turns it into something else. It simply means seeing, feeling, tasting, touching, hearing everything as it is in this moment without the veil of the mind creating something over the top. Simple. This is all that is left when the mindbody package is gone. There are no internal arisings, no knower, no being, and no experience, no-one left. The mind without a feeling centre is left powerless so remains quiet although still there, separate and unable to touch this. A whole new dimension, although everything appears the same.
It has been quite a relief to see that the physical is starting to strengthen. This new beginning seems to be settling in beautifully and quite quickly. Definitely still with strange moments, but easier every day.
Time has warped, with so much daily change. Has it only been a couple of months?
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The seeings and insights, over the years in the Oneness state, have brought levels of maturity, balance and a depth to the experience of life which is entirely clouded and therefore overlooked in the egoic state. Because these insights and seeings have been transitory experiences they cannot be the truth in themselves. Becoming aware of the still, unchanging, ageless centre which is throughout all experience is the base and importance of every insight.
All of these experiences shared here can be tossed in the rubbish. Any experience is not the nothing which is your true nature.
In essence all experiences can only be an unconscious projection from the Self or mindbody package, of the Divine. Not the Divine itself, simply triggered by touching on the Divine.
That which is through all experience cannot be affected by anything. It is only that, which is left when experience is gone.
Now there is no experiencer, nor any experience to be experienced.
